My relationship with english

To begin with, learning new languages (English and Italian specifically) has always caught my attention, and since I was little it has not been difficult for me to understand or read it, but when I have to speak English I go into crisis, I pronounce the words very bad and I lose track of what I'm talking about . I think it is similar to what happens to me with Spanish and it is something that I have to work on, I am very confused to explain myself. However, I believe that it is possible to overcome that with practice and time, but I must order myself to achieve it. But in general, I have very good experiences, not counting nervousness